I've been so tired.
So tired because I've spent the last 9 business days with my eyes wide, staring at a computer screen and I couldn't even bear to crack open my laptop for a few measly minutes.
I couldn't bring myself to even think about typing anything.
And so, my blog has suffered.
It's not that I don't have things to write about, it's that my brain has been reduced to mush by the time I get home and all I can think to do is forage for food. And drink wine. And maybe watch a television show or two.
And I've been failing to go to the gym as well. It's been two weeks since I stepped foot into that place. It's terrible. All that hard work, building up my endurance, just washed down the drain.
That's what I get for taking a new job.
Longer working hours.
More computer time for work-related tasks.
A room without windows.
A trek to the bathroom.
I keep forgetting to run my errands after work because all I can think about is how fast I can get home.
It'd be fine if I were sleeping, but that seems to be a thing of the past, too.
I'm so tired, I cannot sleep.
Insomnia is a bitch.
So is anxiety.
Maybe once my stress level from work dies down I'll find some time to devote to this once again.
In the meantime, know that I'm desperately tired and I'll return...eventually.